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The Water Bearer

this land belonged to the 
lenape, the Susquehannock, 
the massawomeck — long 
before you were born. 

and they had names for water:
moi, oneega, o:ne:ka’. names for
mountain and for mud. they spoke
a polysynthetic syntax, now frag
-mented, not unlike their people. 

but language, like the dinosaurs —
like parents — can become extinct, 

can leave traces: the not-quite
noumena, the narrows, a word
water- wind-gap carved through
tuscarora quartzite, proving 
presence with absence. 

these same landscapes made
you. this mid-atlantic geography
of arundale clay and Gettysburg
shale — of fossilized stone of
star-tooth sauropod — built up
your bones. a bloodline more
ancient than the old line. for 

you are of the sisku hanne, a
slow-moving muddy river 
swirling with alluvium. you are of the floodplains embracing 
a drowned river valley. 

you are of the youghiogheny, an
affluent river flowing in a contrary direction. you are carving a waterline
of transgressions, with more twists and turns than an oxbow — and i’m 

wading through your brackish waters, swept along the rapids toward a watershed-sink where everything you
touch inevitably meets its end. 

and when you open your lips to speak, it’s with a tangled tongue heavy with words that spill like streams from your deepwater delta mouth.

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The line “you are carving a waterline of transgressions” is adapted from the poem “exhibits from The American Water Museum” by Natalie Diaz.

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Natalye Childress is a writer, an editor, and author of The Aftermath of Forever (Microcosm Publishing). She lives in Berlin, Germany. Find her at natalye.com or @deutschbitte.

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Oaxaca Studies

By Wallace Barker

Levantate Campesino

zocalo draped in colored
flags and flashing
christmas lights

nativity feels near
emaciated beggars
we had mole three ways

and chapulines with pico
wide pedestrian boulevards
are a relief after narrow

sidewalks and coughing engines
i want to buy a t-shirt that
says “¡levantate campesino!”

but i am not a campesino
and my support for their struggle
seems theoretical at best

a wildman covered in grime
walks past us in the plaza
he is naked from the waist down

a tiny old woman sleeps
on the sidewalk within
a barrier of plastic bottles

a makeshift wall for her protection

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Dios Nunca Muere

we walked down steep concrete
steps to playa carrizalillo
at the bottom were men in fatigues
carrying machine guns

the beach was hot and crowded
only shade from umbrellas
above greasy plastic chairs
we found a narrow dirt path

leading over beach rock to
a small cove shaded by palm trees
two young men with bleached hair
sat on a towel lightly kissing

i felt we were intruding but we snorkeled
and observed the tropical  fish
i hit my knee on some rough coral
emerged with blood running down my leg

we took a whale watching tour
on a boat called “angelmar”
and found a pod of humpback whales
including two young calves

when they breached the surface
a fleet of tourist boats rushed over
we watched the whale flukes emerge
then disappear beneath dark waves

el capitan told us the fluke means
they are diving deep and unlikely
to resurface in such a crowded area
dolphins escorted our boat to shore

we walked across
playa manzanilla
to our rental house
we swam in the pool

just us this time
just our little family

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Mazunte

clean light over the ocean
mesmerizing the violent surf
conjugating spanish verbs

sometimes current events
sneak into my consciousness
with the balcony doors open

i heard voices from the beach

in the morning we will return home
if god grants safe passage
we will leave the man who carries

a bucket around the tourbus parking lot
sits on the bucket to polish hubcaps
while the drivers read papers

the beach dogs skinny but
happy in a languorous way
they splash in the surf

scaring the gulls who peck sand
i wont sleep with the beach voices tonight

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Wallace Barker lives in Austin, Texas. His most recent book “Collected Poems 2009-2022” is available from Maximus Books. His debut poetry collection “La Serenissima” is available from Gob Pile Press. More of his work can be found at wallacebarker.com

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No Junk

By Leila Register

There’s a lot of pressure on this thing to be no junk. That’s why I called it No Junk. That’s how life works. You name something the ideal name and it just happens that way for you. I feel terrible. I feel in trouble. I keep saying the wrong thing to the wrong person. Keep messing up facts in public. Last night I was at a table with strangers. One man wore a suit. I told him he looked like the movie The Graduate. He said his mom recently died and then I felt bad about what I said about the suit. There we all were. His mom and the suit and The Graduate. I asked him questions about his life. He said he wants to write but can’t. I said what happens when you try. He said I just get stuck. Today was supposed to be scattered storms but I look up and see the tree in front of my window and above it the blue sky and below that some leaves that look more yellow than green because of how the sun works. I read a lot of things everyday. I don’t mean books. I mean the internet where people share their ideas and worldview and images and sounds and terrible events. I also read stories but I have trouble finishing those. Sometimes the stories are on a website that is so ugly and depressing. Sometimes the lines are arranged in a way that makes the whole thing feel cheap and bad. Sometimes the words are broken up by a square advertisement on the right side of the screen. Sometimes the square advertisement is flashing. Sometimes whoever made the website decided to get creative with fonts. Sometimes all of this is happening at once and it makes me sink into an awful sadness. It makes me ask why am I doing this. Sometimes I read a story and I get to sentence three or four or five and I have to stop because things aren’t moving in a way I like. It’s hard to describe what it means for things to move in a way I like. It’s easier to describe what I don’t like. I don’t like when someone in a story does something “exasperatedly.” I don’t like when someone in a story tucks their hair behind their ear or giggles or “smiles sheepishly.” I don’t like the phrase “nothing special, really.” I know these are things people say and do in life and in the world but when someone does them in a story or essay it sounds fake and embarrassing. What does sheepish mean? Why would someone smile that way? I can’t imagine it. I don’t like anything I can’t picture or imagine.

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Leila Register is a designer based in New York. On her desk is a framed print of a speech bubble that says “As If I Wasn’t Embarrassed Enough.” Her writing has appeared in Hobart, Rejection Letters, and Maudlin House.