By Damon Hubbs
Brink
Gossiping with Alyson and Alys.
Fika, visiting cake.
Nobody is Swedish although Nadia is the type of blonde
you’d kill a prime minister for.
I read the papers and gamble on papal elections.
To think of all the beauty and bloodshed,
fuck it. I’m lying to myself and others.
Artifice in loud terms.
Nadia gives me a jagged hump
and I’m on the oozy brink
when she starts talking about Irish writers
and some esthetician
in Palm Springs
nicknamed Jack the Ripper.
It’s strange how people cling together.
Darling, don’t shoot until the subject hits you.
I’m barely awake when you call me Finnegan
stately, plump (picnic, lightning).
I mock the myths I help create
make faces in the surveillance camera.
Where we’re headed, where we are
halfway down the coast I lost the comic timing,
pick up the phone like a cold kiss—
yes, Nadia, the fire escape is burning
and I’m watching the deaf republic
under a wild pack of stars.
I’m thinking about the poet
who dropped an electric toothbrush into her cunt
and fried my cock.
Love after love after love
I’m pissing like the Colosseum in full view
listening to the pretty tyranny of the wind.
Patagonia Picnic Table Effect
Somewhere between night and the morning after
queer shades of future dusk
Berluti knot, orange wine, lips like an extra maraschino
we talk about art and Genet and the birdshit on the bench.
“You should write a poem about birds,”
she says, not knowing I’d sworn off bird poetry
preferring to write poems about petite mort and 21st century malaise
clubby androgynous youth, gobs of spit, vape girls, egirls
empty theaters and red latrines, Aslan’s pin-ups, lui magazine
desire that isn’t explained, desire with a mouth like a dirty rest stop,
Vogue Italia, dressing for the rapture, what it means to be exiled,
what it means to be stripped of happiness, what it means to be stripped
like a saint, murder holes, arrow loops, Divine’s funeral, my complete
fear of list poems, biographies, throat cancer, my complete fear of Kathy
Acker, Trazodone, nightstands, spotlights, Piss Flowers, the exquisiteness
of tiramisu, the slippage between desire and disgust, the foil to her
flamboyance, Stabat Mater, my complete fear of Connecticut, the
insurance man, the cricket-impresario, tennis elbow, preferring to
write poems about coupling, decoupling, parallelism, lines of influence
and what it means to find a rare species, and another, and another —
Yellow Grosbeak, Thick-billed Kingbird, a nesting pair of Rose-throated
Becards.
Damon Hubbs is a poet from New England. He’s the author of three chapbooks and a full-length collection, Venus at the Arms Fair (Alien Buddha Press, 2024). Recent publications include Apocalypse Confidential, The Crank, A Thin Slice of Anxiety, Spectra, the engine(idling, Horror Sleaze Trash, & others. His poems have been nominated for the Pushcart and Best of the Net.